Ce n'è di gente falsa ed ipocrita nel mondo...ma non pensavo di vivere a stretto contatto con gran parte di loro. E' brutto sapere che le persone su cui ti sei ricreduta,  a cui hai iniziato a dare una certa importanza e soprattutto che ritenevi AMICHE in realtà sono delle vere e proprie arpie. Ascoltando quello che dicono sulle altre persone, provo ad immaginare quello che dicono dietro alle mie spalle.... e la cosa mi intristisce molto. Credevo che con l'anno che ho trascorso via fossero cambiate tante cose...credevo che queste persone fossero davvero delle amiche e soprattutto brave persone....ma più passano i mesi più mi devo ricredere...e la cosa mi lascia un sapore così amaro in bocca.....che mi fa quasi paura guardare in faccia la realtà.

My feet on the ground but I can't run
Drowning the noise inside my head
Who is this man that I've become
It's killing me to see myself
How do you learn how to forgive
When deep d own inside you can't forget
With all that I regret
I pray for the first time in a long time
The lies fade away

Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

I'm alive
I never was sure but now I am
This was the choice I had to make
Maybe I'll never understand
Sometimes you've got to make mistakes

Finally I'm waking up
I feel that I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
IM ok with being alone
Finally I face it off
I fell like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

I do you know where to go when you go away

When I close my eyes

I do you know When it's over

I see for the first time in a long time
Believe me when I say

Finally I'm waking up
I feel that I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
I'm ok with being alone
Finally I face it off
I fell like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

I'm alive

 

Why can't i stop thinking of you for like 5 minutes?!?!?!? is it that hard to forget that you even exist?!?!? I'm so tired of being sad for you....i wish u didnt mean anything at all for me..but i guess i have to admit that u mean something for me!

last night i went out with my lover and i have to say that it was fun! i always have fun with him...but last night it was even better! we were joking and laughing! it was really nice!!!

anyway...i'm really tired of everything...life sucks...but i just need to find a way to make it better.

now i'm listening to a song that is probably my mom's age....but it's so cute and i really like both the sound and the lyrics!!! so i guess i'll put the lyrics on so everyone can enjoy it like im doing!!!

 

Phil Collins
 Against All Odds

How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ohoo
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave?
Cuz we shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

Chorus:
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothin left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Cuz there's just an empty space
And you comin back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've gotta face.

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

Chorus
So take a look at me now
cuz there's just an empty space
And there's nothin left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Cus there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do
and that's what I gotta face

Take a good look at me now
I'll still be standing there
And you comming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance i gotta take

End
Just take a look at me now

 

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know
I'm not OK

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin' me
I know
You're not alone

Oh
And that's why
Your eyes
I'm over it
Your smile
I'm over it
Realized
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Tryin' to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh
And that's why
Your world
I'm over it
So sure
I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

Woo-oh-oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Ain't no use
Don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more
Cryin' in the rain

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-wo-wo

I'm so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it
I'm so over it

I'm so over it
Wanting you
To be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over
I'm so
Moving on
And it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over
So over it

 

Ho un ricordo che mi rode dentro
è il ricordo di quell'anno insieme a te
quanto fiato che ho sprecato e quante lettere d'amore
per cercare di ricominciare...
apro gli occhi per non ripensarti
cambio strada per non rivederti
qualche più amico mi racconta ancor di te,
delle tue stupide manie, di come vivi senza me (di me)
ma io sto male, male... male, male...
malinconiche sere senza te, sere aride
aspettando che tu ritorni con me...
malinconiche ore nere che penso e mi spengo dentro...
Hai disegnato un fiore sul mio letto
Hai scritto t'amo e t'odio sul mio petto
E mi hai lasciato solo per dispetto
Lasciandomi in un sogno maledetto
Malinconiche sere senza te, cosa pagherei
Per riavere il tempo indietro...
Forse è vero è stata anche colpa mia (anche colpa tua),
Egoista nel mio mondo ero io.
Che volevo solamente far l'amore, senza viverti, in quei giorni di
silenzi dentro te (in te)
Ma io sto male, male... male, male... m
malinconiche sere senza te, sere aride
Aspettando che tu ritorni con me...
Malinconiche ore nere che
Ti penso e mi spengo dentro...
Sere aride... sere senza te...
Malinconiche sere senza te, sere aride
Aspettando che tu ritorni con me...
Malinconiche ore nere che Ti penso e mi spengo dentro...
Hai disegnato un fiore sul mio letto Hai scritto t'amo e t'odiosul mio
petto
E m'hai lasciato solo...
Malinconiche...
Malinconiche ore nere che
Ti penso e mi spengo dentro...

ora la mia domanda sorge spontanea..ma io me li trovo apposta tutti cosi??? l'unico che mi sembrava un po' diverso turned out to be the worst one! last night was HORRIBLE and i hate you for that!! i don't wanna see u never again...u were right when u said that u dont deserve me! i hate you so much, but i hate myself more for loving you! how could i be so blind? everything was so perfect and look how it turned how to be...actually..how u turned you to be! u r no longer the guy i feel in love with! it's over...forever...